25 i can't focus on reading because i don't want to be alone

i have borrowed so many library books the past few days, trying to slake my thirst. but tonight all i want is someone else. i miss the emotional trappings of romance. my books cannot soothe the ache in my chest.

a spiel about me from my last post:

"i'm 5'7", about 160 pounds, i have dark brown hair and brown eyes, and i have a very specific build because i have a rare condition called familial partial lipodystrophy. overall, i appear quite muscular and lean, but i have a chubby face. some people have found this endearing about me. i am mixed filipino-Ontarioan-white. politics are also very important to me so i'd like to tell you that i am a leftist and i'd prefer you share the same values and priorities.

i have a wide range of hobbies and interests. reading, writing, gardening, running, bicycling, making concept playlists, cooking, knitting/crocheting, learning german, playing some video games... for interests: public transportation, infrastructure, concrete, social sciences (particularly psychology and sociology), fish, monsters, ugly things... and i just have a general curiosity that i'm always trying to satiate."

if you read everything... can we talk about franz kafka? or "prison sex" by tool?