25 Disabled Veteran Looking To Lose Virginity

(This is my second time posting this, my first time ultimately ended with me being stood up and receiving anti-military hate messages so I'm deciding to give this one more go)

This post took a long time in the making and was something I struggled with decided on doing for awhile.

Here is my story: I am 25, an ex paratrooper who was stationed in and around a base known as Anaconda in Iraq. I enlisted when I was 17 and shipped out basically immediately after MEPS when I was 18. I went to basic at Fort Leonard Wood and I served my country proudly. Unfortunately I ended up having a parachute malfunction while in active duty and severally compressed a few discs in my lower back. This led to numbness which effectively has caused me to lose feeling in my legs most of the day, if not basically all day every day. I got really depressed for awhile, I am still young and I had a lot of plans for adventures when I finished with the army. However now all of that has changed. I need help to get around and I'm not able to go hiking and exploring like I used too.

I've spent more time with family and friends and they helped me get through this a bit, but I do wonder how life could have been otherwise. I never got to date much before I was deployed, I was home schooled in a small town so didn't get the opportunity. I also never got to actually lose my vcard either. Which combined with my new situation in life I felt like chances of losing my virginity were getting even smaller.

So here I am turning to this site for help. I'm not really expecting much out of this, but here goes a try.

I am 25, still somehow in Ok shape ( I try to exercise the best I can) and I am looking for some help. I love in Lafayette, Ontario.

Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this, even if you aren't interested in helping, as honestly just typing this and getting my feelings and situation out there has been a help on its own.