30 this shouldn't be this difficult, should it?

Some days I wonder. Finding someone who understands can't be that difficult to find can it?

Being 30 I always thought that I would have my life together. Married, kids amazing house all that stuff was the dream. But now I know better....

I am a down to earth, hippie kind of woman. I am curvaceous and I love who I am. But unfortunately I am undervalued, underloved and overlooked.

I am not looking for a fling or a one night thing, and please don't just respond and expect me to carry the conversation. I want to get to know you as person.

I guess that's about as detailed as I can get....