Looking for peace in the chaos

I'm a stay-at-home mom, a psych student, and someone who feels things a little too deeply. I’m an animal lover (cat + snake mom 🐍), a bit emo, artsy, and the kind of person who collects playlists like they’re pieces of my personality.

My relationship is… complicated. It’s not just the bedroom, it runs deeper than that. I’ve stayed, I’ve tried, I’ve fought. I’m still here, but honestly... I'm done.

I love everything from Disney comfort movies to random binge-worthy shows, I play Pokémon Go (Eevee has my heart), and I’m the type to turn cooking at home into a whole “Chopped” episode for fun. I like little moments.... voice notes, candid snapshots of your day, finding creative ways to have “dates” even from a distance.

I’m a lover, a fighter, a survivor. But right now, I’m just looking to be soft with someone. To be chosen. To build something that starts as best friends and slowly turns into something more.

I’m not actively looking for an exit affair, but I won’t pretend I’m afraid of one if something real grows.

What I am looking for:

Someone consistent

Someone kind

Someone who makes me feel like a priority, not an afterthought

If you’re looking for something genuine, a little vulnerable, a little electric… send me a message. Let’s see where it goes.

I'm MST but open to all US connections

I'm plus size and open to all body types

Please be 30-47

P.S. I have been put through too much, and broken far beyond what I deserve. It's gonna take some real effort shown for me to even engage.