38 Roses are red, titles are hard, show me you'll be there and I'll drop my guard

All right I must be a glutton for punishment cause I'm back here, but it's hard to not have this outlet once you've had it, it's hard to not have. My marriage isn't bad but it's all not good, we both kinda just exist which I'm sure most of us can relate too.

I'm looking for someone who can be a best friend and help with problems and just listen when I need to vent. Isn't afraid to show emotion or get attached but will also send random pics and videos of the day and tell me how Karen isn't doing her job right. I also need the spicy side, mutual attraction is necessary for these to last, we are human after all. There is more to this than only being lust after though, this will be online unless the stars align and we happen to meet, which I'm not against but the odds are never good. That being said communication is a must! I don't want to feel like I'm carrying the conversation,asking all the questions, trying to keep it going and only get 2 or 3 word responses.

I suppose you want to know some information about me don't you? I'm taller than most with a slim athletic build, brown hair with blue eyes hiding behind glasses, and a trimmed beard with tattoos including a full sleeve. I have many hobbies that vary vastly from being outdoors camping and playing in the side by side to being indoors gaming to being active playing pickleball. All over the place I know lol.

If you're still here I can't wait to hear from you and see what happens.