38 (Ontario) Let's make each other feel wanted and supported.

So as the title says I'm looking for someone who will make me feel wanted and supported. Ever since my wife and I got married, I've been basically pushed to the wayside and whenever I try to do something new or something for myself, I'm always made to feel like I'm in the wrong or being selfish.

I've put on weight and I cannot stand it so I go to the gym. If she goes she becomes overwhelmed and wants to leave after 15 minutes, if she doesn't want to go and I go without her I'm not supporting her. I started BJJ for fun and to get back into shape 2 nights a week after work, she complains I don't want to come home and spend time with her and my stepson who is 10 and treats me like trash.

Sometimes I just sit in my car and cry because I feel so alone all the time.