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Now for the "selling myself" part. Guehh.

Do I say it like it is; how I'm suffering from crippling loneliness, never had a RL girlfriend (only LDRs), my suicidal tendencies (though it's just ideation and I've never attempted it) and risk putting most "normal" people off by appearing to be a broody downer?

Or do I leave the grim stuff out and just blandly state some interests; travel, games, music, anime, books, art, coding, memes.. in all forms and of all kinds and genres, as well as making some of them myself.

I'm impulsive, always looking for something/someone to do, with a degree of wanderlust, but I can chill in one place and do nothing in particular for days or entire weeks.

I'm a high school dropout but I love learning as much as I can about everything, all the time. I like dabbling in everything and am kind of a jack of all trades, but my main passion is to be able to make games one day, preferably in a Hayao Miyazaki/Ghibli vibe, or like [MaTorontorium]( and [Samorost]( Currently reading R.A. Salvatore while listening to Joe Hisaishi and drawing [floating islands]( (that are actually supposed to be tiny planets.) I love [badass hype]( and [beautiful melancholy]( in equal measure.

Super kinky, nothing's off limits. I don't mind if your libido's less active than mine though, I gots chill.

I prefer to be optimistic, but I can be bluntly realistic or even depressingly defeatist sometimes ("everyone dies eventually so why bother with anything") but yeah, I'd rather be optimistic and awesome about everything, no matter how insignificant or transient it may be. I do try to be conscious of my place in the world and the universe at large and what I might contribute to its future, doing the occasional battle with existential dread now and then..

Carrying on from the previous sentence, I do love pondering various imponderables and musing over mysteries big and small. I love science. Especially at the bleeding edge of it. I love reading about and exploring the highest achievements of our species.