Asian Noob Looking for Experience

Asian male trying my luck here. I know it's a long shot but I'm quite embarrassed with my lack of experience on sex and it's making me nervous on pursuing romantic relationships. It feels like I fell behind somewhere and that I'm missing out on a lot. Been trying to get out of my comfort zone and change myself into someone more confident lately by eating better, exercising more, and generally trying to be bolder and active.

I am looking for someone experienced, understanding, patient and willing give feedback. Or maybe someone who is also new to sex and wants to explore it together safely with no pressure. Letting loose and living out a hedonistic lifestyle sounds like it could be a lot of fun. I also hold a lot of pent-up dom fantasies that I want to live out at least once but I'm also pretty open minded and willing to try out different things. Would heavily prefer a connection and friendship if possible.

note: please don't message me if you're a guy, an escort or a couple!