do fantasies relate to real life turn ons too?

Kinda wondering if I’m in too deep, if that’s the case. I have a thing for guys, their inner sex life—kinks, pleasures, fantasies, passing curiosities. 🫠

It’s a fuel for when I play by myself. I like to use dildos and practise oral, thinking about how a guy might sound, or what he’d prefer.

I’m kinda obsessed with the sensation of it hitting way back, or slurping and letting it get sloppy with his balls. I have a huge kink for that, maybe it’s the taboo? Or the ick?

They’re often seen as gross, but I kinda like the idea of mushing them against my lips, or smearing my tongue across the seam of them. Or maybe having a guy play with them in front of me while he jerks off.

Do guys like when it gets sweaty, and the scent’s stronger? Or when cum drips down past their cock? Would they enjoy if a girl liked that, like crawling between him and nuzzling against it; sucking and french kissing it. I’d love to rub my pussy while I do it, so I can cum with my mouth full—let drool slick and drip off, and moan around it.

It’s a fantasy though, I’ve played with toys to practise, even sent videos for feedback, but I wonder how true it is. Do fantasies ever really translate to real experience? Would a guy enjoy something like that?