1000% A Rant? Maybe. Ok it is proceed with caution ⚠️

Sigh. . Here I am scrolling my favorite this site sub hah! Quite possibly a little tipsy and all I can think is what the Fruck (misspelled purposely) is wrong with some of the people on here?

I'm not here because I have the perfect life and the perfect family and I want more. I'm not here because I have an amazing sex life at the age of 36. I'm not here because I am bored at work and just want someone to keep me occupied while I work my 9 to 5 and then go home to the perfect life. I'm not here because I'm tired of porn and and want something to excite me because I've already seen everything else out there. I'm not here because I need a distraction or because my spouse pissed me off for one reason or another.

Where are the genuine people who are wanting something real? Something special. I have a decent life. I make a decent living. Infact I have a great life on the outside looking in. BUT I've fallen out of love with my spouse. I am a roomate. A Cook. A housekeeper. A friend. A bill payer. A fixer. A pleaser. I give and give and now I want something for myself, not because I'm bored but because I have a lot of passion, feelings, energy, attention and time to give to the right person. My person.

Is my person here? The odds are probably not in my favor but Im going to keep looking for them. I am optimistic that there is a slice of happiness out there with my name on it. Someone who gets that my time as well as yours is valuable and we are risking alot to have a secret happiness that breathes joy back into our lives our hearts and minds. Not just because I'm bored with my life. I've spent half my life compromising and being the best partner I could be. I want to find the one that deserves me. All I have to give.

I know why I'm here. Do you know why you are?

To the folks that are here truly missing what they need to be happy. I wish you the best of luck. Keep searching for your smile its out there somewhere.

**Edit** I just wanted to say a BIG thank you to the people who responded with kindness. I was surprised by the responses I thought I would have caught a lot of grief from this post.