Help me break my celibacy

I’ve been celibate by choice for a while and I’m nearing the end of my rope. The main reason I haven’t had sex is because most hook ups end up disappointing for me. I’m talking we kiss for a minute, he honks my boob, rubs my left labia crease, shoves it in, pumps for 4 minutes then rolls over. While I’m trying to bounce on it freaky crazy style. In all seriousness, I love the sensual aspect of sex and am looking for more than 10 minutes total of someone masturbating with my body. Foreplay, making out, caressing, groping, nibbling, teasing, all that good stuff. I miss being with someone who’s just as excited as I am to appreciate and get lost in each other’s bodies. I enjoy physical pleasure of course, but I also get off by making my partner get off, and would like a partner who feels the same. Men are sooo sexy and I like to make my partners feel sexy. I feel like in most casual sex I have to repress that and “play it cool” so to speak, when all I want to do is eat him. Likewise, I like my partner to do the same to me, make me feel like an object of desire. I’m just rambling at this point.

I am looking for all this, something regular and a connection outside of sex.
I like video games (who doesn’t on here), making cosplay props, crochet, festivals, and traveling. Huge HUGE TES nerd, my PC is just an elder scrolls machine. No attention span for TV shows and most movies, I mostly watch documentaries and youtube for speedruns, lore videos, and info videos on random topics like city planning, architecture, history…anything that looks interesting to me.

I’m 5’1”, slim, dark hair, brown eyes, fair skinned. I like to think I’m a switch, but I have very little dom experience and I would like to explore that more. 26-35, single, and taller than me are my hard preferences. I do prefer melanated and hairy but if you’re not it’s not a deal breaker. I’m only looking for people in my area right now. I will not respond if you are not local!

If this sounds up your alley DM me 😊
I will not respond to “hey” and other low effort messages, a paragraph long copypasta of what you’d do to me, or derogatory names. If you come up in my DMs calling me a slut or whore you’re getting blocked.