Looking for a light in the dark

I’m a 30 year old working professional who values discretion overall. I am not trying to change my situation, nor do I want to change yours. I miss feeling appreciated or desired. It’s worth noting that while I take care of myself, I am a big gal, so you should be fine with some weight on the bones. Outside of work (which takes up a lot of my time honestly), I am an avid reader, and giant nerd. I love sci-fi and crime shows and I’m slowly trying to pick my video games back up, or play a single Dungeons and Dragons campaign that won’t fall apart after one session.

Willing to meet in person after some conversation, but I am fine with a strictly online thing. Truly I just want someone who seems interested in me and gives me the intimacy I’m missing. I have had successful meetups in the past, but I’m also not looking to only meet up in a car.