Looking for an emotionally mature (but sometimes goofy) girl of my dreams to build a relationship with.

So first, I pose a question to myself: Do I keep it short? Or do I keep this long, as I normally write even though it might scare people off? Well, I believe in being genuine and I like to give an honest picture of myself. I also really value people who have the attention spans and emotional inteligence to actually read something like this through. So I'm going to just write this genuinely, with basically a stream of consciousness.

So, now that that preamble is out of the way. Let's get onto the meat of this post!

My name's Michael. I grew up with a very toxic, unhealthy family. I grew up in unimagineable circumstances. But throughout that, I never lose my kindness. I still love people. I still try to apply hanlon's razor to people and believe in the best in others. I won't get too granular as to my past not for lack of comfort talking about it, but because on my profile that info's available, or you could ask me about it!

I'm 29 years old. (God, I'm getting old!) I've never been like a party guy, a hook-up guy. I keep to myself mostly. My favorite hobbies are nerdy things like videogames, LEGO. Stuff like that. I think I'm a fairly charismatic person! While I'm not like a social butterfly who goes to clubs, parties or anything like that I get along with just about everyone I meet. I think I'm funny although my sense of humor around people I'm comfortable with is very immature and silly!

My ideal woman is someone who can hold a conversation. Someone who can be silly and care-free, but when it's needed have emotionally mature conversations and wants to be respected and loved. Someone who's loving and wants to have a great life together. i'd say typically I prefer older women, just because they're more mature. But I've also sometimes met younger women who have that maturity in them.

I'm very much a work in progress. I'm not at all where I want to be in life. I have a long way to grow, but that doesn't make me less proud of the growth that I've gone through. That's all to say, while I'm far from Mr. PerfeOntario, I'm a very loving person who wants to grow. Who wants to build a life.

Since my family is toxic, I don't talk to them often at all. So I don't have much reason to stay in Ontario, so if need be and it gets far enough I'm more than willing to relocate to be with you.