My expectations are dwindling. Care to indulge?

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I am in a long-term marriage that is filled with drama and stress. My needs and desires are routinely denied. I miss affection, intimacy, connection, compatability, and joy. I miss laughter and getting to know a woman that is equally interested in me as I am her. I crave a rock solid bond based on trust, transparency, compassion, understanding, and confidentiality. We should be able to chat about anything and everything. I am all about matching effort and putting in the required effort to make things mutually fulfilling. I am far from selfish and value reciprocation.

I would characterize myself as funOntario, outgoing, warm, loving, sensitive, creative, intelligent, and compassionate. I strive to do bigger and better things in life. I am very self motivating. I am probably OCD at times with things being clean and organized. I am a huge music and history buff. I enjoy the outdoors when the weather permits. I enjoy cooking and trying various recipes. I am at time of my life where I won't subscribe to games, drama, or childish behavior. I value alone time for self reflection. I really strive to be a well rounded person.

I am hoping to find a woman that is more compatible for me. I tend to gravitate towards women that are kind hearted, warm natured, affectionate, passionate, transparent, and honest. Please know what you are looking for and can properly convey your needs and desires. Please pass me up if you tend to have a guilty conscious. I can fully understand that life gets chaotic and hectic and I do not expect communication 24/7. I would just ask that you exercise consideration. I am not expecting perfection. I just want perfect for me. I am pretty negotiable on things and willing to discuss hard "No's"

Feel free to message if genuinely interested. Please reply with your favorite season so, I know you have done your due diligence in reading.