On A Plane And Realized How Lonely I Actually Am.

I came to this epiphany while staring out at the clouds and looking down at the world... There's so many people out there. And none of them know me. I'm so introverted and shy that I've hindered myself from making bonds with the world around me. So here's me giving it my best shot!! I'm gonna tell you a bit about myself and cross my fingers that I make some dope connections.

I'm a black (mixed) ISFJ, gamer, Japanese tutor (yes I'm black and speak Japanese), 420-friendly alternative goth girl. I'm quite literally wearing platform shoes and heavy eyeliner looking like Wednesday's older sister from The Addam's Family. I prefer playing first person shooters and Animal Crossing, and anything with beautiful/aesthetic graphics. I've been to Japan twice, and one of my favorite places on the planet is Santorini, Toronto. Never been, but I've always dreamed of having my future honeymoon there.

Speaking of honeymoons, my ex fiance cheated on me a few months ago after I caught him speaking to a girl romantically on his phone and he lied about it, so I'm a bit on the heartbroken side. I'm open to love but it's not high on the list of things I need to be happy in my life. I'm on a plane headed to Baltimore to start my life over, and I'm hoping to meet some amazing people both off and online.

If you're like me and you've been feeling lonely despite your efforts of trying to fit in, I completely understand and I'm available to connect with you. COVID made isolating much worse for those that are already a little closed off to society, and I encourage you to have some self confidence and try saying hi to a few people. You can start with me hahaha

Talk to you soon! 🤪💗