shy autistic seeking mature lady

Hello everyone! I live a quiet life with my dog and my hobbies. I don't really talk to people much because, I like to go off on tangents of random facts and bore most people or.. well not sure, dont have anything past that hypothesis. Im looking for a maternal figure to talk to.

Ive always been drawn to women twice my age, unsure why. Maybe you can tell me why you think it in your first message. I look forward to hearing from you! I will say I am very new to the world of kink would like help dipping my toes :)