24 Toronto/Toronto/online Looking for closeness and much needed stress relieve

Hi so i posted pretty often here but i think i ll just let things out now.

I am looking for someone to feel anything with. I dont wanna feel lonely and empty anymore. I wanna feel close to someone. I wanna be seen and loved, even if its just for a short time. I wanna hold someone and be held aswell. I wanna have a nice time where i dont have to worry, dont have to think, where i can just be me and enjoy the moment.

My experience overall is relativly small. Meaning i only had sex twice. And before you say something, I am not looking bar or ugly in any ways, there are many things that lead to it\^\^

I dont know if what I am looking exists or not but i atleast wanna try