37 Ontario/Online CNC and horror partner

I’ve had rape fantasies for as long as I can remember, despite having no previous childhood trauma or porn influence. Normal young guy with a professional job and significant rape kink. I’m certain watching horror movies were my main influence, as I was particularly aroused by any girl being chased, tied up, trapped or threatened in any way.

Then I went to college and these rape fantasies intensified, especially on campus where there were plenty of basement dorms, dark quiet corridors with nobody else around. I spent a lot of time in labs after hours, which were secluded and got my mind racing. Nobody would ever hear any screaming or crying for help.

So now, all my kinks have fully developed as a mature adult man. Non-con, pregnancy risk, groping and stalking, restraint, knife play. Sometimes, it’s student-professor fantasies or more complex like monsters and horror. It’s just incessant and never stops and I think it’s the kink that defines my sexuality.

Can anyone else relate or wish to discuss? I can get into more specific details if you enjoy.