42 love me just for today

Healthy minded woman in a rough patch. Newly single, newly lonely. Plans we had today are canceled. I put away the dress I bought for the occasion and cried at the closet door. Now I'm wandering this empty house, haunting rooms that were filled with love and laughter not so long ago.

I know that this isn't a solid approach to healing, but I'll focus on that another day. For now I just want some masculine attention and to feel wanted. It isn't real. It won't become real. I don't want a boyfriend. We don't end up together. A distraction is all I'm interested in. Today only please.