45 sunny in , walking alone, can use company

It's a beautiful day out today, out walking. Last year, however , I was with my AP, out walking, holding hands, pouring our hearts out, being a good listener, giving comfort to each other..like everything good, they come to an end. I miss her. She was everything I was looking for and more. Life moves on and we said our bittersweet good byes. No regret

Its been 6 months and I am ready to dive in again. Looking for 1 and only 1. Not into ons/hookups.

I am 45, height weight proportional, active lifestyle, great career, married, family, extensive social circle. In other words life put together.

However, Lonely and gaping hole inside. If you are in a similar situation I would love to know you.