I want to cuddle someone who actually needs it.

I hope this isn't too deep for this sub but here it goes

**\\\Backstory//**

A year ago around this time of year one of my best male friends tried to kill himself. Thankfully his sister was there and helped to save him from hanging himself. When he woke up in the hospital everyone wanted to know what was wrong but he avoided the question until they left. I then asked him why he did what he did and with tears coming down his eyes he said "I miss Kaylee and I've just been so lonely." Kaylee is his ex. They broke up 3 years ago because she had an affair with one of his best friends and he was having a hard time dealing with it. He is a vet with combat PTSD and has had a rough few years. I asked him why he never came to me or wanted to talk about it, and he was kind of embarrassed to say that the type of affection he wanted would turn me off. He wanted to hug, and hold a woman and he thought that if he asked me to come over and cuddle that I'd get weirded out and he'd lose another friend :/ Well, thankfully he got over that and eventually we started cuddling every week, and I slowly started to see him become well again. I never believed any of those doctors who said that physical touch, even a hug from your grandma, can send positive signals to your brain and make you feel better but holy shit it actually worked for him and I couldn't be any happier. We only cuddled for a few months before he eventually met a super nice girl and is still dating her. Since him, I've had 2 other cuddle buddies who were also going through a tough time in life, and I've enjoyed the time spent with both.

**\\\Why Im posting//**

After this experience I did research and I found that one major trigger for depressed people is a lack of physical touch and I realized that I had experienced the affects of it personally. I've been depressed at different points in my life and I know firsthand that the times I've gotten a hug or cuddle from my partner, I felt better. I go through little bouts of seasonal depression myself, so, I'd love to meet someone who wants to cuddle and be cuddled! I've recently gone through a tough breakup and am looking for someone that I can occasionally shower with affection and cuddles :p

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