My throat is only a cocksleeve, but I want to

I seek to suck someone off so badly that all I really need is to feel their hands in my hair, feel my throat stretched out, watch their eyes go hooded, and hear all of their noises. I really want my face fucked so severely that it's rough and dirty, that I drool, gag, and fight against them, that I get stupid from the weight of them in my mouth, and that my neck is a sloppy wet hole that they can use as a cheap fleshlight.