still seeking a mutual attraction and conversation

Me-40 year old father of 3 kids all teens and older, been married a long time but the spark is missing and I'd love to find that here not looking to change anyone's situation just add our own 🔥 with possibly meeting up one day if everything aligns, I am 420 friendly im a daily smoker myself and enjoy some drinks as well, I normally have free time most days to message and also have telegram as well, a few hobbies of mine include, true crime podcasts, anything horror and I love to laugh at stupid comedy 😂, enjoy throwing darts, being outside and I love music I listen everyday, hip hop is my favorite genre, I just want to find an honest connection no need for lies especially here, and no I wont sub to your onlyfans or want any part of some bullshit, and let's be honest a physical attraction is important, now for looks, im 5 10 170lbs, tattoos, stretched ears, a clean lined beard with short hair and brown eyes, hope to chat soon😉..