18 Toronto my ex was cheating and we broke up earlier today

idk what i’m doing or if i want to get on tinder or hinge or not idk. it’s not like i was a virgin when we met but he was also my first real bf so ig that’s something. but also he cheated and rn i know exactly what he’s doing with his ex who he cheated on me with even though she cheated on him before when they were together but i just don’t want to think about it but i can’t not think about it idk i just wanna not think abt him or her or anything rn