37 I am lost but not gone

**Searching for my favorite person.**

I’m not here for games, confusion, or “what are we?” energy. I want that *this is mine, and I’m yours* kind of connection … boyfriend/girlfriend, exclusive, intentional… but with a slow burn that builds into something a little feral over time.

I want the kind of dynamic where you’re the first person I think about when I wake up… and the last one I talk to before I fall asleep. Where my phone stays on because I *want* to hear from you. Where texting you feels like second nature, not an obligation.

I want to know everything: your thoughts, your routines, the random things that cross your mind at 2pm, what annoyed you, what made you laugh. Give me the full play-by-play. There is no such thing as TMI with me… if anything, I’ll just want more.

I’m loyal, curious, a little intense in the best way, and I love building something that feels like *us vs. the world* energy. Your secrets are safe with me… I’m just waiting for the right person to show up and make this feel real.

**You:**

30–45, male, intelligent (bonus points if you can teach me things), a little nerdy, emotionally steady, conventionally attractive, (I prefer fit men that like shorter women with big boobs and a small amount of curve) and open to letting something genuine unfold without trying to control every outcome.

If you’re looking for surface-level, I’m not your girl.

If you’re looking for *something that actually feels like something*… hi.