33 disabled girl, seeing what's out there online

In the darkest hour, lit me up, make me burn from within, till I transcend out in vibrations, waves so strong yet light and levitating, resistance just churn the chasms deeper, I weep silently, feeling from certain words touch only just so, so bittersweet to dawn, awaken a new chapter in my heart...

I may not be the best poet, but I do like writing poetry, that's one thing to know about me, when I'm in pain or inspired, writing brings so much comfort and if I share something I've written, I hope it moves you too...

Being disabled I don't know how sexual I can get involved, most likely through sexting and phone sex, I guess, but I don't think I can do it without strong chemistry and emotions, I don't know if I'm looking for friends with benefits, dating, having an online boyfriend casually, I'm open to whatever may be possible

I grew up in Toronto and reside in Taiwan now, I'm mixed race (black and Taiwanese) and curvaceous, with short curly hair and wears glasses, 5'2; I'd like to meet other open minded, kind hearted leftist like myself

The disability I have keeps me indoors that's why I'm just looking for something online, this is my second post to , I wish I check out this site sooner, but I just wasn't brave enough, and from the first time I learned about my needs, I may need more time to get comfortable and warm up; what's driving me is the notion that I'm human and alive, and still yearn for intimacy like everyone else; just be gentle

I mostly enjoy music, movies, tv shows, and books... lately Ive been enjoying the following:

Songs: Nothing Breaks Like the Heart by Miley Cyrus, Drowning by Banks, Too Sweet by Hozier, Wolf by Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Textbook by Lana Del Rey, Feel Right by Joslo, No Temple by Sludge Mother, Wings by Iluka... too many to list! But I do listen to a lot of Lana, anything pop and rock too

Tv shows: Sharp Objects, Mare of Easttown, the Sinner, Man on the Inside, the Good Place, Parks and Rec, On the Verge, Unstable, Apple Cider Vinegar, Tuca and Bertie...

Movies: Sinners, the Substance, the Assesment, the Worst Person in the World, Dune 1 and 2, Blade Runner and Blade Runner 2049, Jurrasic Park, American Psycho, Silence of the Lambs, Pride & Prejudice, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse, Entergalactic... I'm open to most movies, but particularly like psychological thrillers or romance