: a covert connection

I miss wanting someone really badly both physically and emotionally. I can’t be the only one wanting someone to get my heart racing, letting thoughts of them nicely align into my life, not as a substitute but an exciting add on. Sometimes I wonder if marriage is the death of passion and yearning, hence why most of us are here. Do masculine men still exist? God I would love to meet one.

Ideally I would like to find someone with heart and chemistry. Seeking a covert boyfriend. I’m drawn to people who are patient, can communicate their feelings, are intelligent and outgoing and not full of ego. It’s a rare thing to find that layered closeness, but I’ve done it before. I should mention I don’t want to change our situations at home! I don’t want to run away together but I do want to get lost in each other. Mature men who are older than me are my pref. There is a certain type of confidence that makes a man softly dominant that I’m intrigued by. I love those conversations where you can just dive in like you are close friends already! I am seeking an affair, not just a pen pal. I can offer a lot to the right man so please do reach out and see if we have chemistry.