PC Gamer Human FWB pls

So I'm just going to be real, I tried1this site before (the place seems to have disappeared now), and I met a person in there, we talked non stop, then we met irl. He lived with me for 3 months, feelings were admitted, etc, then it turned out to be all a lie. I live by myself and right now I've kind of given up on everything, fighting the urge every day to not just be done with this madness. I don't connect with anyone again and it's killing me even more. I guess I'm doing this on the chance that maybe I can feel content again. I don't expect anyone to live with me or even be local lol. Just someone I can type/talk to, and also be intimate (lovense) with, as it's very rare that I feel comfortable that way with someone and it hurts that I've lost it..

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A few things to make sure we click are that, you have a gaming PC and steam (as it's a huge part of my life.. I worked in IT for 3 years and now I'm a web dev so I'm very computer and games orientated), I like focussing on one person and being obsessed with them, someone with as much free time as me is a bonus by a lot.. So that we can talk all day/night. I'm a night owl so someone who shares that too, so we can stay up late. I live alone so, someone who is in a similar position or who won't be interrupted is really nice.. Sleeping alone also sucks.. So someone who doesn't mind sleeping in calls together, we can mute, but just, can wake up and say good morning at least.. I don't mind buying people games if needed too but I've done it a lot and the person basically used me, so I dont think I can do that any more.. Please have a job that allows you to be able to buy games for us to play together, I have no issue buying any game you may wanna play/suggest though :)

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A little about me, semi unrelated, I'm 5'2, Pakistani originally, not religious as I know that that's generally the follow up from that lol, I'm currently wanting to get back into playing Mordhau but I'm not very good lol, I play a lot of games though.. My sense of humour is kinda 'childlish' lol, I'll laugh at butts and toast and the most random things sometimes, and I like my comforts, cuddles, are a way of life when its with the right person.. I do also smoke a lot of weed, so please 420 friendly.. People who can keep routines and wake up early to exercise intimidate me, I know I'll never be that person so I find it hard to connect with people that are lol.

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